Last Minute Decision

I may regret writing this; however, I'm excited to tell you that yesterday I began my application to obtain a master of social work degree from the University of Utah. I'm not going to lie that the truth is I'm so nervous that I'll not make it my first time around. Last year I thought about applying but it never happened because I let the fears of rejection control me.

It feels good now, I feel good now. I'm not positive that I will make it, but if I never try then I will always wonder if I could have. Also, if I do make it - I haven't figured that part out really. If I should accept because that would me DEBT. Another little fear of my.

My application is due in less than two weeks - crazy I know. I am fully capable of writing a few papers and filling out an application. The one thing I'm worried about at this point is - reference letters. I sent out requests for three yesterday. I need a total of four - so, if any of those decline and I can't find another... then I will surly fail.

At least I am trying and I believe in myself enough to get through the next two weeks - you might say that I've caught on fire with enthusiasm and I'm sure that people will come from miles away to watch me burn.