If you asked me.

If you asked me, I would tell you that I take dreams way too seriously and my husband thinks it's a little crazy. Ok, he thinks it's real crazy. 

If you asked me... I would tell you that I hate cooking and that pizza every night of the week is good enough for me.


If you asked me, I would tell you that most of the time I just stare at the words on pages of books, daydreaming about other things, when I could actually be reading the book. 


If you asked me... I would tell you that I have some truly wonderful friends. Ones that are so different and great in their uniqueness that I hope I never lose any of them. 


If you asked me, I would tell you I'm very child-like. I find joy in everyday simple and sometimes the smallest things - like stickers or drawing pictures.

If you asked me.... I would tell you that I wear a lot of black on black. I like it that way not because I'm depressed. I just like matching somewhat. 

If you asked me, I would tell you that in my marriage I am constantly aware of how selfish I am and I'd tell you just how much I really hate that.


If you asked me... I would tell you that patience is a strength I wish I had more of right now.  


If you asked me, I would tell you that I love the idea of living in a beach house for the rest of my life.  


If you asked me.... I would tell you that a struggle of mine is fear of loss. The fear of losing Spencer just knocks the wind right out of me.


If you asked me, I would tell you that some of my most life changing events I've been through- I have never written about or even shared out loud.  


If you asked me... I would tell you that I have high hopes that things will get better this year in every way possible :)